Second post in 2014,perhaps?

Hi,guys.So how's everyone?Ditching my blog for a looong time shows more than enough that I am really really busy and I'm sorry for that.I'm going to write a full-length text here because I have so many things to confess.First of all,my first semester's exam.I didn't manage to pass it,and this exceeds.I cried a lot because of that,but still I wake up in the morning and moved on,afterall,life goes on,right?I have no reason to give up--no,not yet.School has been hard on me and I'm barely hanging on.This year taught me a lot of lesson ( though I was supposed to say this when 2014 is almost over but who cares ) I learnt the meaning of true friendship,the real definition of stress & struggles.Unlike smart students,I'd only get good grades if I really work on it.

Before I sat for PT3,my aunt told me that I have to be fully prepared,nervous at first is a normal thing.But who expects what kind of question would came out,and I don't want to deny that the exam is not compatible with me and I am not capable enough to sit for it.After sitting for maths' paper,I cried.That time,I was already expecting a failure.But right before the school ends,we received our test papers back and my marks was higher than usual ( not to brag ) I nearly shed my tears.People said expect the unexpected and yes I did.I was expecting a failure but it didn't turn out to be a failure and I am really really grateful for it.Thank you,Allah.

I feel like my hardworks is paid off,eventhough its kinda disappointing to my parents but despite my struggles,sleepless night and days,I finally know how does it feels like to be paid off and I deserve this,results usually depends on how far we could go for it.

Next is friendship.Thank you to my five sisters,without them,I will never be able to hold on for this long.They're like my spine;without my spine,I won't be able to stand up.They listened to me when I have no one to talk to,the ones who stayed when things get hard,the ones who never gave up on me no matter how ugly I may act.

To be honest,yes friendship issues does occur sometimes and it does happens to us.But we managed to go through it well I admit that when one of us has a boyfriend,friends will definitely get ditched and I'm totally pissed with it.Because of that too,we rarely talk in group chat.Sometimes the group chat would be so quiet for a couple of days and weeks if one of us didn't start a conversation.I don't get it why this kind of thing would happen to us,it disappoints me alot seeing their attitude.

It feels like I am the only one who can't live without them but they're totally fine without me.Yes it does feels that way.I know this would end someday,I hope so.I swear I don't wanna get sad over things like this.

This year has also taught me how to be a good listener/advisor (not to brag but my friends said so) I tried to be there for anyone if they desperately needs someone to talk to.But being a good listener somehow makes me question myself; why am I so good in advising people while I suck at handling my own problems? 

2014 is a year that made me go through everything.I don't know how did I even survived;thank god cause I did hehehe.Maybe this is another part of growing up;yes I'm growing up.Being the oldest among my sisters have also taught me to be more matured.Its okay if I get hurt as long as I won't hurt anybody.

Thank you for everything,guys.I won't be able to make it if I wasn't surrounded with this kind of people.Thanks a lot.

-neesa

First post in 2014

Hello! Um hehe its March already and I've just updated the first post for 2014 lol sorry guys.I've been soooo busy lately huh being in morning session is so troublesome because i've been in afternoon session for 2 years already so its quite hard for me to suit myself in new environment.Ah forget about it,no! How can I forget about it?Eventhough its only 3 months of 2014,and I can feel like I've lost my mind already.I have super duper pack schedule + homeworks + assignments aigoo I could die thinking about this.This year is so challenging for me as I'm in form 3 so you-know-lah I'll be sitting for a big exam that is PMR oops its PPMR so unlucky to be born in 1999 because like the teachers have said,"batch paling kesian" ugh seriously.And with non-stop assignments every week.But yeah,the perks of being a student.Hopefully with all of my hardworks,patience and struggles,I could pass with flying colours uuu Amin! Wish me luck ya dear readers :) 

Next,I'm officially fif(teen) yay! So old yet so young hahahah okay lol.I can't say that I celebrate it this year because all we did was went out for a dinner,that's all.Also,thanks to my friends who wished me sharp at 12 o'clock omg i love you guys deeper than the ocean eceh ceh ceh.

So far,between this 3 months I can say that life is quite hard for me to face.I am so grateful for the strength God has given me because ya I am so tired but I still manage to hold on because,before if everything gets too hard,I would usually just cry and figure out what to do next but this year Alhamdulillah,I keep motivating myself and radiate positive vibes for myself and it works!! You should try it too whoops

That friday,uh the worst thing just happened to me.My teacher was mad at me and that stare was...OMG so fckin scary!! I don't even want to think about it anymore because that was the FIRST TIME I saw people have gone mad and would do anything to make themselves feel better but please..not to me ok I'm not used to that kind of stuffs.Ok please teacher please?

That's all for now guys,I'm out of ideas hehehe

with love

Neesa

Travel Review - Hong Kong

Hi guys! Okay since I constantly travel,I'm going to write a bit review to the places I've been.So this is my first review which is Hong Kong! I'm going to start with the airport first which is Hong Kong International Airport (HKG).Once I step my foot in the airport,the first thing I saw was a huge crowds of people with different races and from different countries. It is one of the busiest airport in Asia and in the whole world.Amazing enough! So there are 2 Terminals in the airport,yeah 2 sounded a little but there are 530 gates altogether in the two terminals ha can you imagine that?Beware,you might get lost in the airport hehe kidding! Next,about the transport.I reccomend you not to use taxis as the fare was quite expensive so you better use their public transport,cheap and affordable seriously.We travel around Hong Kong without using any taxis but we use MTR (train) and Ding Ding Tram. (you can search it on google :p) so I'm going to share the MTR Route,well who knows it might be useful for you.

You can purchase the tickets at any of the MTR Station at Customer Service Counter.But,its better if you buy the Octopus Card because its very useful and you can use it at any shops like 7-Eleven,etc.But make sure to reload it because when you're stuck while scanning the card,its very embarassing! Next,reccomended places.So,its better to stay there for 5days (minimum) just a nice duration.First place is Avenue of stars,you can go there during the night or day but its better at night because there was a LED Show called "The Symphony of Light" starting at 8 am every night.Avenue of stars has an astonishing view.Make sure to go there ok! Second place is The Peak argh seriously I hate this place! There's a sky terrace built on a mountain! (search the images on google) to go here,you need to ride The Peak Tram.You can purchase it at the entrance.Inside The Peak,there's Madame Tussauds (wax museum) I didn't get to go inside the museum cause the entry fee is quite expensive and not worth it and there's Hard Rock Cafe too! Then,the third place is Hong Kong Disneyland,seriously what for going here without a visit to Hong Kong Disneyland?You can also ride the MTR to go here.Whatever station you are from,make sure to stop at Sunny Bay Station to interchange to Hong Kong Disneyland Station okay? HALAL foods are available there.oh ya,make sure to stay here until 8 pm onwards cause you can see a fireworks show near the Sleeping Beauty Castle.Fourth place is Ngong Ping 360 Cablecar.The cablecar terminal is at the Tung Chung Station.During the cablecar ride,you can see the Airport and you can see an aeroplanes taking off every 5 minutes.Among all the places that I went,this is the most interesting place.Make sure to go there a bit early cause the last cablecar will be on 6pm.Those are the places that I've been.There's a lot more but we're running out of time hehe.Hope you enjoy the post and may it be useful for you.Enjoy! 

Love,Neesa.

Just another story in my life.

Hi guys! Hmm,Its been a few months since I left and  can see my blog is a mess! Hahaha just kidding.You wanna know why I came back?I don't even know why cause I just feel like writing and tell you guys some stories.I notice a lot of change in me these days.I'm not sure which part of it but I can feel the change.Yeah,I'm growing up,not down.I've been facing a lot of problems back then but I managed to handle it all.Sometimes,I just feel like crying.Why do I have to face this,why do this kind of thing happen to me?No one can relate my mood sometimes.I'm happy if I want too and I get mad for no reason.When something happens,I don't know where to gain my strength,I became weak and I'm not sure if my friends are going through this thing because when I see through their faces,they are always happy or maybe they are good at hiding,like me.My life is like a labyrinth.I;m suffering to get out from it but I can't figure how and sometimes I think that I am a Labyrinth because everything about me is hard.I'm hard to understand.No one understands me 100% except for myself.Is this mental problems or what because I am emotionally unhealthy,seriously.Arghh what am I writing...Ok.Be back later,bye! xo

Selamat Hari Raya- Syawal 1434H :)

 ~Berlalulah sudah ramadan,sebuka berpuasa.Tiba syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira~

 yay turqoise is our theme for this yearr

 big girl wants to play also haha

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims around the world.May Allah bless you with barakah Amin~
 -Neesa-

Bandung Trip 2013.

Hey guys,so how are you?I know you've been wondering where have I been all this time right?I'm here,ain't going nowhere,just a little bit busy.So now,I have to spent a little time to update my blog.I'm going to Bandung a few weeks back.I can say,this is the first trip of us in 2013,unlike last year,we have 3 trips until I have to rush from the airport to go to school because I have exams to sit.I have to sit for my exams too during this trip so it means that I have to skip it,luckily the exam is cancelled because of our school concert.Yeah I'm safe this time.So,I'm gonna post some photos from the first day of this trip until the end,sit back and relax! ;)

 Our flight is on 7.30 pm,but I  finish school on 6 pm so mom fetched me on 4.30 onwards.I have to skip 2 periods on that day.We arrived at LCCT about 9:30 pm I can't really remember and we headed to Tune Hotels because we have a flight to catch tomorrow morning.

 Then,we arrived at Soekarno-Hatta Jakarta Airport (Terminal 3) and the driver fetched us.As it was a Labour Day,so we're a little bit stuck in the city.We headed straight away to Bandung which took us a out 2 hours to reach there.Bandung is quite cold I tell you,we have to wear sweatshirt or long-sleeved shirt when its windy.So,we went to Trans Studio Bandung.All the games are indoor except for the Roller-coaster which I didn't get to ride it because its raining.

 I only get to ride Giant Swing which is quite scary ride.Uh.The ride was like the pirate ship ride but I think pirate ship is better.All the games there was scary and I don't dare to ride it all.Well,at least I played eventhough only one,unlike Harith and Haikal.They only wanted to play kids games.Trans Studio is seriously not a place for kids,its a place for teenagers and adults.They don't even have suitable games for kids.So my suggestion,don't come here with kids hahaha.

 The next day,we went shopping at Toko 3 a place for original jeans with cheap prices.I bought 2 skinny jeans ok and it only costs me about RM 18 each.Can you imagine that?Then,we spent one night at Jakarta and we stayed in a low-cost budget hotel near the Airport.As our flight is 5.30 am in the morning,we have to wake up quite early and get to sleep about 5 to 6 hours only.Ngah fetched us at Putrajaya Central and then we went to Alamanda to have our lunch.

Then we went to Tasik Putrajaya to take some photos,yeah I miss this place.I didn't get to go here last year.We finally ended our trip the next day and arrived at KIA before 4 pm.Mom and Dad is fetched by Uncle Edwin and they went voting as it is the election day while we went home with Nek Aki.So,that's all for this post,I hope you do enjoy it.Thank you! :) xo

My Birthday Celebration ♥

 Hi Guys,sorry for the late post ya know I'm kinda busy these days uh sad lyfeeeee :(  nvm,late post doesn't matter but celebrating my birthday late does matter haha :p celebrated my 14th birthday with my friends but still waiting to celebrate it with my family.I don't even plan to celebrate it with my friends but they did! they made a surprise for me aw :') to be honest,I feel cheated with their acts.Tasha told me,"Sa,sorry kmk org lupak beli cake" and I was like oh okay haha doesn't matter.And during recess Hidayah took me away from them,She brought me to Koperasi and jalan-jalan so that the others can prepare the stuff without me knowing and so that I don't feel curious haha.This are some of our photos ;) 

               During recess at the canteen with my birthday cake and with the actors hahahahaha :p

                        Suap menyuap session haha.

                             
So that's all for now,thank you for the birthday surprises,your acts and for the birthday wishes too! I appreciate it lots! Neesa xo.